“Of course” I thought as within the first three seconds of Noahs foot stomps I realized it was “Boom Boom” he was playing. I didn’t even have to hear notes. I just knew the way his body started moving that it was a Hooker song. I feel like there is such a direct attitude and swagger in relation to any John Lee song that whenever someone covers one you can tell by slight body language changes.
I sat there as he played staring at the people in the room… all ten of them. Each person simultaneously became more alive. There was magic in the air, there was more drinks being ordered. Again, just as I had had in Los Angeles I was having an ” AHA” moment in Calgary this particular evening.
“Well fuck me” I thought as I realized I had lost the very clear message I had got two years prior. My hands simultaneously found their way to my forehead as I pressed against my eyes almost sinking them back into my skull. The more the song went on, the more I cringed at my temporarily diverted path into quasi- pop- folk- something- or- other- music. Than I laughed, as people gave Noah a standing ovation I stayed seated shaking my head and laughing. “Again” I spoke to myself, ” God dammit I let this happen again.”
for the next two weeks across Canada on our tour I watched as Noah opened the crowd with his straight up blues repertoire. I silently suffered, anxious to get back to King City where I could begin to sink my fingers into these strings deep and start finally following the path that has been set out for me. I was still somewhat nervous to announce anything of my new re-found revelation. So, night after night I sat at the edge of the stage watching as he played…. studying his fingers… how his right hand went from a fist and exploded banging the strings with such vigor, like a claw or a firework… I watched how his left hand danced around different licks and riffs… How depending on what type of blues or bluesman he was imitating that dance would change ever so slightly. I burned these images into my brain.
Back before I moved home to King City while still in California, Noah was the first person to teach me how to play slide. It was outdoors… we sat together on the ledge of my front porch. It was a warm and perfect day in hollywood. I asked him to teach me Robert Johnson’s “Ramblin’ on my mind” It took him 2 and a half hours. I played that song no lie 0ver 30 times a day… I would wake up, play it five times, eat, play it again, talk to roommates, be playing it… and so on… I’m surprised no one tried to kick me out of the house for it.
(* Here is a video of a younger me playing Ramblin’ in my second residence ( A house on Wilcox ave with roommates instead of my cigarette box on Fuller ave) bedroom in Hollywood. At this point I must have played this song for three days straight.)
Naturally the day I returned from tour I grabbed a slide that was collecting dust in my bedroom and played “Ramblin”. I stumbled like anyone after two years would… But just like riding I bike, in no time I was whipping around the neck … my heart racing from excitement. I had so much to learn, so much to catch up on. I felt like I had just wasted two years I could have been doing THIS!!!!
I stopped playing shows, got a job at some salon as a receptionist and started rigourously teaching myself how to actually play guitar and sing. It didn’t come easy to me, in fact… I think one of the reasons why I love what I do now is that I’m always challenged and ALWAYS risking looking like a fool while writing or learning songs that are way more advanced than my skill level; forcing myself to perform them & record them in little to no time. I pretty much live in a constant state of anxiety with gradual breaks of the most satisfying feeling of accomplishment and pride when I do finally nail it. As soon as I feel that satisfaction I throw myself back into the lions den scouring to survive and use the instincts I’ve learnt thus far to guide me. Because it’s not just about skill. It’s about getting that skill to such a level that it’s effortless to a point where you can deliver the most sincere and honest song with those skills. After all, if there aint’ no feeling behind any guitar lick I don’t care about it, and neither should you.
A year later I recorded “Hidden Dreams” under the moniker ” The Coppertone”. I have never felt so damn good and right as I felt during those sessions. I had finally felt like I was in the right place at the right time. Amazing how trusting that voice inside your head/heart can do for you… in my case the voice of John Lee Hooker. ;)
Since than in-between playing, recording, getting by, trying to be social etc… I have been planning my trip down south. ( Yes, I apologize I took forever to get to the actual point of this four part blog entry… yes this is the third… yes there will be a fourth… don’t hate me) I figured I would reward myself with it ( the trip) once I had certain apsects of my career in place. My goals were these:
1) Have a manager
2) Have a record label
3) Have a booking agent
4) Have a publicist
5) Have at least two records out ( Hidden Dreams, Hymns for the Hollow )
6) Have a solid understanding and knowledge of where down South I am going and why.
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The list is just a list, and it’s silly and actually reads pretty lame but it was what I needed to keep me focused. I’m goal oriented and so I knew if I wanted something bad enough, ifit was burning inside of me every day I would work damn hard to get there. After I wrote the above list … 6 months later I had checked everything off. The day I checked the last one off I came home, turned on my record player, walked over to my wall of records, slowly and pleasurably sifted through them… all the while, the scent of the cardboard sleeves and dust filled the air with the most amazing aroma ( like that of an old classic book that you open in the library and as the pages flutter by your thumb… that unmistakable scent of rich stories and archaic parchment fills the air) I used my index finger to help will out my celebration song…

















